I live for the pain; it’s what drives me to keep moving. But there comes a time when one has to push the demons aside in order to survive.
I thought I buried them deep. I thought I was ready to finally live. Until… my brother, Alex; he throws me into the fire—right into the place I could never control myself, the one place I never want to be again.
When I put my hands on people, they get hurt. Things happen that bring me back to that night. The one that will forever torment me.
I’m doing fine, keeping to myself in order to ensure no one gets hurt by me. Then along comes Lyric, and all I want to do is touch her, to put my hands in places that I know will only lead to her being crushed by me.
She’s the rush that I crave. The darkest of poison running through my veins, killing me bit by bit; like a drug I can’t get enough of even though I’m almost down to my last breath.
And being around her only hurts more, but what she doesn’t understand is that I welcome the pain; I get off on it, which in the end leaves me with the hardest decision of my life—one that might get us all killed…
Lyric steps away and laughs before walking over and stopping in front of me. She looks up into my eyes and licks her bottom lip. Her whole body is glistening with sweat now, and all I can think about is tasting every inch of her. “Dance with me, Memphis.”
I pull my eyes away from her lips and flex my jaw. As much as I want to put my hands all over, I need to fight it, but this fucking liquor isn’t doing much to help it.
She takes a step closer and runs her tiny, soft hand down my arm. “Just once. It’s not even a big deal. It’s just a dance. It’s not like I’m asking you to fuck me. I’m asking you to touch me.”
“You want me to touch you,” I growl. I roughly slide my hands over her hips before gripping her waist and slamming her up against the wall. Leaning in, I fist her hair in my hand and whisper in her ear. “Is this how you want me to touch you? Touching someone that I know always leads to them getting hurt.” I grip her waist tighter and press my body flush with hers. Her body trembles against mine and her breathing picks up as my bottom lip brushes over her ear. “I’m fucking tainted, Lyric. Running now would be your best option.”
She looks up into my eyes and wets her lips, fighting to catch her breath. “I. Want. You. To. Touch. Me. I’m not running anywhere.”
FUCK! Those words do me in.
We’ve been seeing the teasers for Get Off on the Pain for a while now, and I was so anxious to read it. And I have to say, it was so worth the wait. This book was incredible. The best thing about it????? One word: Memphis. He is everything I love in a male lead: hot, sexy, alpha, a bit off a douchebag, a lot broken, with a heart of gold that he tries to keep hidden. He has always put others before himself, which leads to one mistake that cost him more than he ever imagined. He wasn’t able to be there for those who needed him most, and he hasn’t been able for forgive himself for that. His only goal in life is to be there for his brother and make sure that he is taken care of. He feels that he doesn’t deserve anything more, and doesn’t allow people to get close to him because all he brings is pain.
Enter Lyric. She is everything Memphis needs, and all he tries so hard to not want. She basically forces herself into his life, and makes no apologies for it. Memphis soon realizes that she’s not going to listen to anything he says, and a reluctant friendship starts. He slowly begins opening up and getting close to her, but when his past catches up with him, he feels that he needs to put some distance between them to protect her, but it may be she who can protect him.
Get Off on the Pain is full of angst and drama, but has some tender, light-hearted moments as well. Highly recommend. A solid 5 star read.
Victoria Ashley grew up in Rockford, IL and has had a passion for reading for as long as she can remember. After finding a reading app where it allowed readers to upload their own stories, she gave it a shot and writing became her passion.
She lives for a good romance book with bad boys that are just highly misunderstood and is not afraid to be caught crying during a good read. When she’s not reading or writing about bad boys, you can find her watching her favorite shows such as Sons Of Anarchy, Dexter and True Blood.
She is the author of Wake Up Call, This Regret, Slade (Walk Of Shame #1), Hemy (Walk of Shame #2), and Get Off on the Pain. Victoria is currently working on more novels for 2015.